My Wish

May her dad never worry, may her mother never be afraid

May her friends never question, the reason she wanted to stay

May her heart always be joyful, her tears never show

May her face always shine, with that youthful radiant glow

May her fears forever remain settled, her heart always know

That no matter how she feels, I will always hold her close..

My friend from the beginning, my bride she is at last

:) the first time my love saw me, my heart, it beat so fast...

Not in that I was nervous, not in that I was scared, 

But because it screamed out, "Her!" She's the one that will always care..

I am amazed at her beauty, both inwardly and out

Our love will be eternal, of this I have no doubt

Of everything she could ask, I will only give her the best..

Because her life has been hard, yet she's past every bitter test

I am her king, raised to honor her in every way

Yep, she's mine, and it will forever remain that way

With a heart so pure, and a voice so kind

Yep she's the one, a remarkable find

Even in the rains, the toughest of life's trials, 

I will care for my baby, to make it all seem worthwhile

My friends, my loved ones, smile when you think of me

Because now, at this moment, I begin life with a beautiful family

Originally Written on October 9, 2015 by Tadashi Yasahiro

Loving Me

Comfortable, neat, pressed, well dressed;
Yep, I take pride in always looking my best.
I'm fly, I'm breezy, I'm sharp, I'm mean
Whenever they see me they say I'm too clean 😎

Calm, collected, quiet, reserved,
I'll give you no less than the respect you deserve.
I'm shy at first but don't be deceived
If you ever befriend me I'll make you believe
That even if you're hurt and filled with sorrow
There's waiting for you a beautiful tomorrow

Lean, fit, ripped and toned
At 5'5, man I'm bad to the bone
But don't be alarmed, I'm gentle I swear
Yep, I'm cuddly just like your teddy bear

Smart, wise, mentally sound
My head's held high, my feet firm on the ground
Straight A student, yes at every school
Try me America, I'm no "nigger" nor fool

This poem is mine, but its not just for me
It shows you everything I think about daily
My virtues, my strengths, my guidelines in life
Things that help me in times of strife

Standing in front of my mirror, I will try something new
I will lift my eyes... Smile... and whisper "I love you"
I've said to so many, friends and family.
But I never said it, to the one that is... Me

"The Bipolar Being", my friend, I love you too
Because without this poem I would've never knew
How lost I was, trying to please everyone else
Trying to help them I neglected myself

So in my closing, a quote i leave with you
"If I asked you to name all of the things you loved, would you ever name you?"

With love Tadãshï Yasáhîro​

Sending My Love To You

(Dedicated to my dear friend, Mali)

Dear friend, I know its been hard for you these last couple of years,

You've been through hell and its fire, you've cried so many tears. 

You've lost friends, family; and now all hope seems lost,

You've tried everything just to stay afloat, yet the waves have you tossed.. 

I wish I was there with you, to hold you through it all, 

I wish that I could just knock at your door, every time for me you called... 

Yes, I am miles away, yet my love for you is true,

And at this moment, I only wish to undo all of the hurt that's been done to you.

Buddy, please, if you can, I'm begging you to just hold on,  

I promise I'll be here, trying my best, to fix whatever's wrong.

We can stay up late, conversing about whatever, 

or we just post silly pics edited by each other. 

You are a beautiful, amazing; I'm lucky to have you as a friend, 

it would really crush my world, if right now your life had to end.

On my way to school, I wonder what can I say,

To keep you here with me, even though your skies are gray.

All that comes to mind is the repeating of the words I love you, I mean that from my heart,

And my love I send to you, even though we're a million miles apart.

                                                                                    -Tadashi Yasahiro

 (picture credits: sending my love, bing images)

Advice For My Son

My son, listen, always strive to be unique
To be valiant, understanding, the traits sought for in a king.
Be courageous, be vigilant, uplift others when they're weak,
Honor all men, and love, be gentle with your queen.

Be her comfort, her strength, her lover, her friend
Cuddle, laugh, remain true to her to the end.
If ever she feels inadequate, or lost along the way.
Embrace her and reassure her, it will all be okay

Strive to be a model, for the generation arising today;
Show them a life of pride, how to balance work and play.
Don't raise your sons in poverty. No, give them the good life;
Show them how to live gracefully, a life free from strife

Don't strive to be the next Jay-Z, Nas, or the next Lil Wayne
Because even with fame, life still sends you pain.
Strive to be Godly, a man free from scandal and shame.
Yes, be different, virtuous, a man with a good name.

Take a look at my past, see me in all those dark nights,
Striving to make ends meet, striving to keep on the lights;
I must say, looking back, even I'm amazed,
Because in spite of it all, my faith remains, as if it were never phased

My heart is still pure, my mind is still clear
And even with my riches, I have nothing to fear.
Because I stand out from the crowd, I am of a different breed
I am kind, soft spoken, yes a gentleman indeed

But it's not just me, No, there is a treasure deep within
Yes, it's my Savior, He's become my closest friend.
He is the true God, He died and rose again.
Yes, His name is Jesus and He has freed me from my sins.

This is my secret, it keeps me calm in times of stress
Because, even in my inadequacies,
He has helped me perform at my best.

The Prayer Of My Heart

God I thank you, for all that you’ve done

For my home, my family, and for your mighty Son

I ask for your forgiveness for my sin and transgression

Lord I come before you with a big confession.

My mind is confused, my spirit is broken.

My heart is listening, for a word divinely spoken:

My body is worn out, because it has been rejected

Searching for the answer, my soul is desperate.

My faith is low, because I seem so neglected.

Many questions are unanswered; and I feel disconnected

Pride holds me no more, my spirit is contrite

I only ask now that you will make it all right.

I’ve heard the others, and their testimonies of deliverance;

How they overcame, with steady perseverance.

Yet, I must say, I struggle to believe,

Because my troubles and heartache have yet to leave.

I know you provide, comfort, and heal

So I’m asking now for the waves to be still;

For restoration, redemption, sight for tomorrow,

For love and joy, relief from all sorrow.

Lord, by your tender mercies and everlasting grace,

Atone my sins, and my transgressions erase.

Clean me thoroughly, and purify my soul;

I ask to be restored, to be made whole.

My heart thirsts for you, my cup is dry;

Lord send your anointing, Your power from on High.

Ignite the fire, set it ablaze in me.

Cleanse my heart, set my spirit free.

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This is my prayer, my most humble cry,

Lord, I love you, please don’t deny.

And with all that’s within me, as I rise from my knees

Lord give me strength and wisdom, so that You I may please.

(originally written October 26, 2011)

Her...

Just to fit in with the others,
She always tried her best.
Although they never really liked her,
She was labeled "weird" just like the rest.

She was beautiful, she was kind,
She had the prettiest eyes
But her confidence she could not find
No matter how hard she tried...

If she only knew how fast
In life, she could really grow.
If could just release the pain
and let all of her heartaches go.

I would like to just tell her...
that I would do anything to make her smile;
That I would always protect her,
and to be hers, I would go the extra mile....

If she could let go of her past,
and all of the grief that the others gave her.
She would see a new day at last,
the beginning of a beautiful future.

We would stay up late at night,
cuddling and playing like all the cute couples do.
Her life would have new meaning,
As  she would find that my love was always true.

It's still just a dream,
to see all of this fulfilled;
But if she ever gave me the chance to love her,
She would see, my love was real....